Dont forget to Love, Hope, Faith & Believe

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It's hard to find words that cant be described.
It's even harder to explain such a kind of pain.
not being able to breath..to trust..to live..
Sometimes I wish someone could save me
protect me from myself...
I wish someone could take me away.
Would make me stop breathing,so I can forget this agony
I cant feel you touching me,reaching out for me.
Only one sa story would make you numb,but things happen that cant be apologized..
And I hate laying awake at night.
sleepless
restless
because of one damn thought I cant let go.
I hate Crying and staring.
I hate being ugly,and the fact that other people made me believe this.
Every day seems to be a new chance but also a further hell.
After what happened.
I'm tired of pretend that i am strong and brave.
I'm tired of cutting myself,hoping for a change inside of me that wont occur.
After all i'm tired to be alive but i'm not able to end it all.
And I start to hate myself,for being weak,angry and sad.
I hate myself because i'm afraid of waiking up next morning,without knowing how often i'll hit myself in sleep this time.
Cant move , cant stay.
faceless,nameless.
I dont know how to take care of me..